The decision itself may lead to a change in behaviour. More importantly, it may lead to a little quietness in my mind.
So when the options or thoughts are laid out the decision becomes a cascade with one putcome rather than a dilema to be tortured over.
The mid terms have been great.... they have done what they are supposed to namely shown me the mark and relieved some of the pressure from the finals.
The greatest learning point is that I need somewhere to work that isn't a social space and where I can leave my books and notes.
I need to practice writing essays and I need to decide how much work I want to do and what I am going to do when I get stressed, for I will get stressed.
I need to start planning the future or decide that I am haveing a year out oooo and convince myself that I am not pregnant. there you go a full range of stressors that lead to me standing mindlessly eating. Waking up...straight up..... stood in the kitchen.
My future is more important that the need to comfort now.
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